Truly testing my own will. Or maybe making a good attempt at strengthening where I already know my weaknesses lie. I’ve never been the type to dive in head first, I’m more of a one toe at a time kind of person…so here goes nothing.
Sometime’s I’m completely on board, and then suddenly you lose me. And it’s a vicious little cycle with almost everything in my life. I’m indecisive and I lose hope fast. I’ve had to learn to keep my guard high and my expectations low. It’s how I turn things around quickly, even though I know they will inevitably turn back around again on their own.